FORCE THE GODS OF INSPIRATION

Artists know, true inspiration comes and goes.
Sitting there, licking your pen, scratching your head, meditating, walking, waiting, talking, to yourself, reading, writing.
And.. Nothing, nada.

But this is it, I have to create nothing else will do. The emotions, so strong. This is where I belong.
You know you want it. But you can't have it. It's a big tease.. The gods are taunting you.
But nothing else even comes close to being this fulfilling. I wonder why..

Why..

Why..

Why is nothing happening..?

Time to beg..

Please lord give me just one instant, one moment of inspiration, one emotion that hits so deep.

Deep enough to make one song.. one song where I belong..

A song that feels.. so real.. that everyone..
Can't help but love.. Forever.. And ever.. And ever..

Yessss give it to me..

If even you I can convince, than indeed it's True the Devil wins..
And I'll be set for life. Muwhahaha.

EMOTION = MEANING
We only feel for what we care about.
We only care for what we feel.. Has.. Meaning..
If we don't feel it, we couldn't care less. For good reason.

Who wants Fake things..
Want fake things, have a Fake life. Hello A.I.

But the things we care about, real things, can wither and die.
No matter how much we love them. When we lose them..
We cry.

Caring.. Meaning.. Is neither positive or negative. It is both.
Through thick and thin, sickness and health, better or worse.

Till death.. Do us part.

Tell me why..

You feel more Alive when you're ready to Die..

Fate it seems is not without a sense of Irony.

Alchemy..

The anomaly revealed as both beginning and end..
Dark and Light parts in Equal measure.. Creates.. Lightning.
Both polarities create the force of life.
One cannot live without the other.

When one only understand positivity, you become superficial.
When one only understand negativity, you become lifeless.

Whether in good times or bad. No matter how good or how bad.
Stay true to both polarities alike..
Stay true to what you feel inside.

Flow through you Life will. Bound by Law. The Force of Life cannot deny.
When you align with Life. The Force of Life aligns with you.

Inspiration.. In Spirit.. Really that simple?
And again with the super natural. What a load of crap. Please.. Those things can't be real.

Real, what is real? How do you define real? If you are talking about what you can feel, smell taste and see. Then real is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain..

Is it Real cause you can feel it?
Or can you feel it cause it's Real..?

The supernatural.. Those things can't be real?
Gosh if only you had to breath to find out..
Pussy..

You breath oxygen.. Oxygen raises your blood Ph level. Ph stands for potential hydrogen and is a measure of voltage in a liquid. Like sangre. Each cell charges itself by metabolising sugar or fats with.. Oxygen to turn it into.. Voltage.

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Tell me why we hear the music in our sleep..?
What secrets do our brainwaves keep..

Beta / Alpha / Theta / Delta.

And with each of them your perception changes.
Your perception of time, of reality.

Your brainwaves, control your reality.

What brainwaves do we have during sleep?
Delta.

Before we wake up?

Theta.

Daydreaming, watching a movie?
Alpha

What about right now?

Beta

Who controls your brainwaves controls your reality.
Whatever technology controls our brainwaves, controls our reality.
Do EMF fields influence our brainwaves?

The problem is I see these brainwaves all the time.
To someone jacked in.

How would you like to control your brainwaves..?
For the first time in your Life..

We hear the music right before you wake up. In theta.
That's why we can remember it.
Theta is where we experience time dilation. We lose track of time.

Time.. Time but if we can never make time how can we ever take time.

Something that also happens during Breathwork. What a coincidence..

After +/-45min of deep breathing we experience no time. And as that occurs we also lose track of space. We don't feel like we're in the room anymore.

No space. No time.

You are now connected to the field called different things: Cosmic web, unified field, quantum field, the ether. This field is everywhere. It's where Tesla drew his voltage from. There is no end to the depth of your emotion. And once you are connected to this field, there is no end to the depth of your Life Force.

Where there was conflict I now sense resolve..

Music is timeless. Or good Music is at least..
It sticks with you.. Forever..
I wonder why..
Why it strikes a chord inside..?

Maybe Music exists in a world without time?

My first breathwork session was at a place called Alchemy of breath.
I had a 2.5hour session that lasted.. days..
I haven't been the same since.

Depression, anxiety, insomnia. Spiking emotions, altered states, extra sensory stuff, running currents. Nowhere to go, no one to talk to. No one knows what to do.. No knew what to do. My heaven and my hell come together in Breathwork.

This was what I was looking for all this time..? Air..?

Just breathing. It's just breathing..

Why didn't anybody tell me?
Either no one told me or nobody knows..

You didn't come here to make the choice. You already made it..

You're here to figure out WHY you made it.

Like you don't know what you want.

Instead of waiting for our emotions to swell, let's go to where they dwell.
If you're an artist you know to well.
(Rey: ''there's something inside of me.. That needs to come out. Evil laugh)
Where there was once conflict I now sense resolve. Snoke..

Should I stay or should I go now...

If I go there will be trouble..

If I stay there will be double..